In the 81 years I have lived, I have seen fear rob people of their lives in so many different areas.
The generation who lived during the Great Depression of the 1920s often became hoarders because they feared that if they did not save certain things they would run out of them and not be able to take care of a problem with which the items were made. My parents had about 20 boxes of bandages that would no longer stick to anything when I went through their belongings after their deaths in the 1990s.
A standup comedian friend of mine was drafted into the Viet Nam war in the 1960s and assigned as a corpsman on the front lines to help wounded soldiers get to a triage center. He returned haunted by the sights of many soldiers who lost limbs or their lives and became afraid of being on stage because he no longer found life experiences about which he could make a joke and a living in that area.
In the last several years, a former financial client and friend of mine lost her husband to brain cancer after he suffered for two years. She also developed a form of brain cancer for which there is no cure. During the three years she suffered she was afraid that her passing would put her three adult children, two of which have special needs, in straits due to bad financial decisions she may have made, and people would then take advantage of them. She died two years ago. Her children live in the same home, attend school, work various jobs (though they do not need to do so) and have taken two overseas vacations without any problems due to the good choices she made on their behalf.
Of the people mentioned above, one was a Catholic, one a Protestant, one a Jew and one with no religious affiliation. The first three did not practice their faiths. And, yet all four of them prayed to God to help them in their dilemmas. Why? My best guess, based on personally knowing them, they did not find anyone on earth that could console their fears. And so, God was their last hope.
In our first reading this weekend from Genesis, God tells Abram to leave his homeland and go elsewhere to be the blessing God will make him to be to everyone who meets him. Leaving all he has known, he trusts in God rather than into the fear of the unknown. His faith saved him and he is a model to us today of how we need to trust and rise in adversarial times.
St. Paul’s second letter to Saint Timothy in the second reading, writes about facing into hardship for the sake of the Gospel messages because God’s grace will support him to be the holy person he has been called to be rather than give into fear. By our Baptism, we too can expect challenging times as we try to balance our oneness with Christ against a world that sends mixed messages of how we should live our lives in wealth, fame and power. God’s manifest grace gives us the strength to rise and live in fidelity to the Gospel.
Jesus, in St. Matthew’s Gospel, illustrates God’s power of assuring for us by His Transfiguration that He along with His Father and the Holy Spirit indeed has all the answers we need to overcome our fears. But to prove that we need rise and be the disciples who represent God on the front lines to those in need who are afraid for whatever causes pain in their lives.
Reading 1: Genesis 12:1 – 4a
Psalm: 33:4 – 5, 18 – 20, 22
Reading 2: 2 Timothy 1:8b – 10
Gospel: Matthew 17:1 - 9
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